oh yeah!

say bye bye to book war!
say bye-bye to smksb!
say bye-bye to my beloved friends and teacher!
say bye-bye to wakeup early!
and say hi to my future life...

Finally i can walk away from my high school,
it's very happy, for me.

BUT,headache to select course to study arghhhh!!!
i need what? i don't know...
from now,i need to think clear as soon as possible,
i don't wanna to make any regret in my life,
well.....it's just
starting my future now! oh me !oh my!!! hahaha

Always,
many people ask me "how your spm?"
and i will say "ok larh,boleh tahan larh"
i know this is no confidence to reply people question...
but it's...it's....show i no confidence as well =.=lll

Is an unforgetable graduation

its so funny! hahaha XD


This is an unforgetable on my study career.(for high school)
What a wonderful moment when i stood on the stage.
It's so excited!so glad!
Finally,
i graduated! wow. :)

It's so meaningful for me.
AWESOME!

we are mad? hahaha

haha,
boring, wanna update my blog.. muahaha!
of course,
WE ARE MAD TOGETHER !


whats wrong with my sister and my dad?



the view of garden ;)


=.= when i Photograph...
my sister are so Narcissism to say...
sister : hey, here here here! take photograph!my mood is good now
me : mood? =.=llll


peace ;)


you ingat kamu ialah model kah? haha


my mum ... ;)

Suddenly...

Suddenly,
dreaming wanna go to U.S study.
i know..that all is dream only,
Because I am not qualified to... =.=

I love music,
i hope i can with Whole-heartedly to focus on,
i know,
its hard to achieve.

But i try to.

I have to work very hard,
To sacrifice everything,
And i need to be strong.


Dont know i can achieve anot..
may GOD can blessing me.

sorry to say...

TRIAL SPM,
i can see...
almost student is strive to,
except me...why?
cause i'm not a "study's material",
but...
i strive to get it,
i try my best to do it.
I very admire strive than me 's people.

I can't seem like you,
reading book until midnight.

I can't seem like you,
to score A in all subject.

I can't seem like you,
cause i'm a human,
i'm lazy human.

I got a great dream.

I got a great dream.
And i strive to achieve my dream,
Although，
this dream is hard to achieve,
but i try my best to do it.
Do anything need determination and perseverance,
Some time,
I suffer many people throw cold water's word,
but i also need to achieve my dream...
since when i childhood.

My school result are weak,
i don't like reading book and memorise ,
but i also need to strive to get...
better results.
Some time,
i very love self-accusation.
How much i wish,
i can end of my secondary school.
But i can't do it.

Pianist,
is my dream,
when i since childhood.
I using many years to strive,
and i spend many many many time to practice.

I hope can personally to achieve my dream.

Some time is fell no one understand,
i dont even no why i do the things i do,
Pride build me up to i cant see my soul.

I wanna the reason~

WHY WHY WHY?
WHATS WRONG?
why i cant join the competition?why?
i hate la!
why i cant join...?
put the shit in your face!
why i do anything you will reject?
oh...my heart are broke!
that cause is you la!
you better shut up!
can you don't bullshit at front me?
that is cause by transpot only...
why cant?
if you send me go to their can die?
I HATE YOU

Oh!

Ah Yan oh Ah Yan!
keep your mouth to stop eating!
you wanna your school uniform cant wear?
Stop eating lar!!!
Shit of my mouth!
Stop Stop Stop of our food's entice.


I love Dolly Wink ;)

Muahahahahaha!
This is under lash...

Hey,stop eating lar!
just endure!!!

Freestyle.

On 10th AUG 2010,
after school i"m going to ...
Music Centre their to buying Metronome ..
RM175..rather... .
The grand piano qualiti still ok,
but i first time to touched the ..
brand of (sorry i forget ^^)..
fell ease... LMAO.


Still need to improve my english,
i cant standstill at their to looking their cleaver than me...
i think i try in vain for the best way to learn english,
do no how to do it ,
i need to learn with leaps and bounds,
i lose of it...
lose until....
pride builds me up till i can't see my soul!

don't know how to describe my mood and temper!

Roland PIano competition❤

I'm determine,
i wanna join the....
Roland Piano Competition.

Cause i need to absorb the experience,
now i need to hard work .


I love Chopin.




I love.
now cope up this song,
hope i will learn with leaps.

Sundial Dream❤

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

17.7.2010

So happy today =)
cause this year is my last years...
go to "get-together"
hope can be my Sweet Memories.
LMAO.


ME&YANYEE

YanYee>>What the S**t,
Chamber>>Never mind, i will deleted this picture~wahaha
BEFORE i upload this picture to Facebook wahaha ...



Silly face LMAO...
in action lar....haha

Was born on....

The Baby was born on,
9th July 2010.

I will remember this day,
cause that also is my ...
Royal School Of Music exam.

Sure,
thats very coincidence with me =) .

ABRSM EXAM"DAY

Today at morning,
my father send me go to Istana Hotel.
To exam the PIANO

I afraid my result,
i afraid i will fail .

Shit of that,
the examiner is a male,
in the blue,
the male examiner so strict!!!

I nervous until to error....SIGH~


PIECES~



that me~UGLY



HOTEL ~



nice =)




Piano

I need to forget ~

I need to forget you,
cause you clutter my life.
I hate you,
cause you very trouble.

What can i do ?
Don't text back you,
Don't answer the phone when you calling,

I know time can dilute every thing,
i need to stive to forget you

I know i very cruel,
but i be forced.



Introspection !!!

Today❤のART

Dog tired today,
need to hand over the ART Projek~
sweet with bitterness,
just enjoying my Secondary school life.


This is Hoo Yen Fong LMAO=)



Heng See Pei was busy with her ART PRojek...


i was drawing❤



IN serious lar...






I❤take photograph,
cause can recall back.

Happy Birthay To me

Is my 17 years old second day,
thanks for all friends to wishes =).
So simply for today,
no celebrate.
Cause my Family are forget,
its Never mind.


Today i got classes of piano,
fell happy because teacher no angry(smile).
Is me =)

V.K are very PRO to PLaying piano,
V.K"s hand =) when V.K to record
V.K are in serious=)

I Think i have to die~LOL

Facing the problem,
I have in the blue now...
you come to sprinkle salt on my wounded heart~

my god!
my results are bombastic of marks...
i have to die...
Rather ...!!!(don't know how to explain)
get hell out of here!!!
just hate my results of paid of well~
buzz of...!!!

Needed a shoulder to cry on...
close to tears...
I have Rather Stupid!!!
Unpalatable of my Results...

At holiday❤

At holiday...
I was enjoying,

At holiday.
I so happy,

BUT,
now i am fat already(sad),
scare of my results(sad),
SCARE SCARE SCARE!!!

BUT,
never mind ...
more 6 month i can throw my school bag(smile)
after that i will scare SPM result (sad) T.T

At holiday i go to Pahang Kuantan>bukit gambang
JUST go to the Bukit Gambang water park (smile),
my skin are dark(cry)
need to keep back my skin colour LMAO LOL


nice??
when perfrome piano

my playlist

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

my teacher

My piano teacher are miscarriage prevention...
so ,
my piano teacher are change! IMAGINE!
my new piano teacher are from CHINA country.

At CHINA are too many talent
as well as,
their standard"s require are too high...same with my new piano teacher
Once in a while,
i cant achieve teacher"s standard.
Too hard !
Seem,
my hand by a finger's breadth need to BROKEN!

Bombastic to bark

The slight breeze in the scented air slaps a blanket
of coldness upon me,
its was feeling ease.
So i opening my piano and play the song,
felling at ease,its wonderful feeling!
When i playing the song,
out of the blue.
my mum come front said
"you are bombastic to BARK "
My god!so hurt me this word >.<"

Cause this i copy from Lang Lang and Li Yun Di style..

i am who i am~

What matter of me ?


i don't no why now i don't care the middle of year exam!
i know i"m stupid
but...
now i"m strive to get better results of my ability..
goodness me!
every day i stand front mirror i will said :
"Now you are stupid!(and slap my face many time >.<" )
what wrong with you? you dream is what?(i'm so silly too much =.=)
what else?"

I afraid my SPM results,
cause i know my ability are lower"

Sentiment in EBS on 17th May 2010 at Bedford♥

My English are Cheap! >.<


>.<" how to improve the English with fast ?


as well as~


i believe the "Talent" is step by step to do it

Li Yun Di say:


There's nothing that you can reach the peak immediately. If you fall from the peak, that is tragic. So I feel that I have to build the foundation well now, and go forward step by step.♥

How much i wish i can do it~♥

i love chopin~

With a romantic,feeling at ease,it is wonderful feeling~
just be it,
i love Chopin .

Do no why,
Chopin" at my heart is very import"s pianist.
As well as,
Li Yun DI also same place with my heart,
are very import,
its represent the Music can live with rays of light in the world !!!

At 7th July 2010,
I will at Istana Hotel ,
Exam the ABRSM (ROYAL SCHOOL OF MUSIC) ~
My god!
I need Clam down my sentiment >.<"

Free Style

Facing the task given by the teacher from out of the blue.I was in point blank on what to do about it.As i was scratching my head,trying my almost best to think of a topic.I was actually writing an essay about it.Meanwhile , my teacher was busy writing bombastic and pretty phrase in order to beautify our essay instinctively.i flipped through my notes searching for some inspiration.


After a minute or two,all i had in mind was to apply wonderful words and phrases taught by monster as much as possible.yes.i am certainly taking this a practice and i long that it is acceptable .With my teacher's distraction of performing his unbeatable english skills in no time how much i wish to be like him someday in the future.With his encouraging words throughout the process of writing a 200 word essay.I wrote down his motivating speech the board as well as to writing at the same time.


Kicking theory and being a copy cat are two major skills he kept on emphasizing.By pratising these two major skills,i could assure you that i am writting this essay whole heartedly.Keeping my fingers crossed hopping monster would not have the idea that i complete,perfunctorily.